Thursday, November 24, 2011

It's over

Well, I went into the ER today to see if I could get any kind of reassurance that things were ok, and instead I got the response that my HCG was 518.  Which is too low for almost 8 weeks.  He did a cervix check, and my cervix is still closed.  He refused to do an ultrasound.  Since my HCG is dropping, its over.  That is really all there is to it.  I will call the dr tomorrow and try to get in, otherwise on Monday we will have the ultrasound and who knows what it will show, except for a live baby, we know that won't show up.  I'm not sure if its the progesterone that is keeping me from full blown miscarriage or what.  I've never had a D&C before, I always lose the baby without them, but the ER doctor said he suspected I would have to have one.

I guess I haven't suddenly become the fertile one who keeps her pregnancies. 

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry.

Yo-yo Mama said...

I know you've heard it, and I know all too well that it doesn't fix anything, but I'm sorry.

stinkb0mb said...

i am so so sorry.

sending lots of love.

~x~

somedayisnotadayoftheweek said...

thinking of you. so sorry you are going through this!